A time for leave-taking
I have every right to be happy.. do i?

No fear, bitterness, betrayal or emotional baggage going to hinder me... no past is pulling me back. I leave them where it belongs. Triumph is still far ahead to grasp. My dark days, sorrowness and the encumbrance in my heart will go away.. Allah is always by my side when i was been left to oneself..i know how deep His love to me thus i always hope one day i will become His loyal devotee, obey His rules and leave off what are don't's. He entrust me with His love and i shall not disappoint Him. Here, i promise Him that i will become a better person, a better muslim, i will not let Him down, i will do whatever it takes to get to my cherish ambitions. No matter how high the stake, i will never giving up. May His love bless my tenacious struggle in gaining to the utmost.

Sorry for breaking your heart and sorry for letting you down..

Goodbye what it seems to be,
Farewell what it means to be,
But in my heart the memories there u'll be..

One Special Person

Thank you for always be there for me. Thank you for always being a good listener to me. Thank you for taught me how to be a 'samseng jalanan' (hahaha..maybe i missused ur lesson)..thank you..thank you.. and trillion thank you. And sorry for never say how much I care n L_Ve u (ges I am not good in expressing my personal feeling) sorry, sorry and sorry for being so selfish, ego, nit-picking and unreasonably stubborn. I know God has a better plan for us. A bad cook like me will only make u fall sick after had my delicacy ..haahaha.. .. ges with her u are more happier. I know you are ;)  I will be praying for ur happiness "Smoge bahgie hingge ke anak cucu yer" PeaCe :D

You are stuck in my heartlike counting a million starsfor that many reasons you are Can’t you tell you’ve been all over me like a spell - I know ( that I never wanna let you go) Can’t you see you’ve been changing the world around me - I know( that I never wanna let you go) If you hold me close enoughI can whisper you the words If the distance is to far I can’t do nothing, cuz You are stuck in my heartand we can go anywherewhatever the reason you areso stuck in my heartlike counting a million starsfor that many reasons you are Can’t denysince I met you that day I’ve been blind - to see( Now I wanna know for real) Inside meI’m afraid to wake up from a dream - and see( It never really happen to me) If you hold me close enoughI can whisper you the wordsIf the distance is to farI can’t do nothing, cuz You are stuck in my heartand we can go any where whatever the reason you areso stuck in my heartlike counting a million starsfor that many reasons you are You are......like a dream so deep inside of me You are......the reason that I never sleep You are......stuck in my heart You are Can’t you tellyou’ve been all over me like a spell(I will never let you go, I will never let you go no, no) Can’t you seeyou’ve been changing the world around me(I don’t wanna let you go, no I’ll never let you go no, no) You are stuck in my heartand we can go anywherewhatever the reason you are so stuck in my heartlike counting a million starsfor that many reasons you are ....